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worry won't help
03:11
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worry wont help me but i'm enough if you believe this once dwelling on the loss wont tell me what you need in your life or what i need in mine what you need in your life i need time
these words werent working thats nothing new i really thought i could communicate with you selfish in my thoughts i lost the truth took so long to find what would you even do with mine took so long to find i need time
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mom's why i'm not
04:18
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every street that i ride past in the cold morning overcast doesnt clear my mind doesnt clear my mind doesnt keep you from following me all the time every dream that im missing for each endless night devoid of sleep doesnt make me well doesnt make me well doesnt keep you from keeping me here by myself
im a ways away but someones hoping i get closer i can feel what weighs me down decay im a dream alive if i keep it up if i dont lose too much or get too used to my design
every morning when i wake in this empty bed a choice to make doesnt play pretend cant face or change the end maybe ill never get up or out of here again
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look please just
02:48
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wherever you are its not me stealing away some bad dream leading away anything or here sometimes alone i still need pretending the same to new scenes losing the point what this means
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worst case scenario
03:04
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im feeling pretty scared thats mostly why im not there plus ive been feeling low unprepared and alone the weight of it all my day breaks my nights fall i cant see how youd feel the same thing the paint peels
theres no need for alarm plant the seeds tend the farm and mind the ways i cope dont waste away but hope the promise of could be the nightmare the daydream i wont go when you do i wont go to no use
if you rely on the good news im getting by and i miss you and im trying like i used to
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every single fucking day
02:18
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the image keeps coming back whether at work or on my bike or in your apartment or their face as strangers pass i can escape but it wont last or its not enough its not adding up but i keep doing the math my own words ringing in my mind about youre the one or are you in love or im so in love but i fucked up over all this time ill be okay youll be just fine to not need someone but just be someone and deal with whats on the inside
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bye
03:14
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miss me speaking so quietly in this loud room feel the walls come down entirely around you i can need to be better but only i make the difference tend to spend the day waiting for the feeling to go away miss me earning the metaphor learning what makes it stay i know what i want to be
you wont come back my phone wont ring my door stays closed my nose stays clean and i dont want the dream i want to hold on to anything
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im beginning to think it wont go away if i dont i know you dont feel the way i do do you still think about me too i dont want to dream it if it feels true i dont want to dream it if it feels true
imagine me ecstatic my lack of sleep just a bad habit or far away just somewhere else imagining the distance did help i need to be enough for myself i need to be enough for myself
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